I know I haven't been writing but there's not much to say. I have my confirmation appt at noon on Monday. I'm still not convinced there's a live baby in my womb but my constant nausea would indicate otherwise. Only time will tell.

Ok the black hole where the baby should form was located in my uterus...not my tube...thank God. But I'm really early...like 3.5 weeks so there was nothing to really see. No yolk sac or anything. Guess we just wait...

My doc said her machine isn't good enough to do an u/s this early, so I have an appt at the hospital at 2. I'm so nervous :-/ Just wanted to keep u posted.

My doctors appointment is tomorrow at 11:50 am! I'm nervous, but cautiously optimistic. The bleeding stopped for now so that makes me more confident. Please pray that I see a healthy lil peanut with a strong heartbeat <3 I can't take anything less...

Only 12 days until we walk for March of Dimes! Anyone still interested in donating click here: http://marchforbabies.org/teammackenzienoelle We are one of the top 6 teams in our area but we want to be #1 :) Go Team Mackenzie Noelle!!! <3

Made a call to my dr's office today and spoke with someone on call. There are traces of blood in my discharge (sorry, tmi). It's not always there and it's minimal but I'm still scared. My appointment wednesday can't come soon enough!!

The digital test says "Pregnant" :) I'm too nervous to be excited, but please pray this time is a happy ending. And don't post about it on my Facebook please :) I won't tell IRL people for a while!