Saturday, January 2, 2010

It's an ectopic pregnancy. A live one. I heard my baby's heartbeat. But I'm in a hospital bed now getting ready for surgery at 2:30 PM. It's over. And it only just began. What the hell is wrong with me? Another angel baby waiting on me in Heaven.

27 comments:

  1. Oh, Ashley. This is so unfair. I am so very sorry. My heart is breaking for you.

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  2. Oh God, that is terrible. I am so so sorry.
    What a shit way to ring in the new year, blah!

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  3. I'm so very sorry, Ashley. Life is truly unfair. I'll be praying for you to find strength during this difficult time.

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  4. :( I don't really have the words. I'm so sorry you are facing this. I hope that everything went 'well' in surgery. I wish it was different, I was so happy when I read your journal and saw you were pregnant again. It's just too cruel xxxxx

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  5. I'm so sorry, Ashley. You are in my thoughts and prayers today.

    XO

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  6. I am so sorry to hear of your enduring another loss ! You are in my Prayers !

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  7. I am so very sorry. *huge hugs* Sending prayers your way.

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  8. While I know my condolences won't take the pain away, please know that you are in my thoughts and heart during this tragic time. Hang in there!

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  9. Oh Ashley I am so very sorry. I know your heart must be broken all over again. Wishing for peace to find its way to you quickly. xx

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  10. oh sweetheart, oh my... i am totally shaken to the core by this. i wish i had more words but i dont. i am so, so sorry.

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  11. Oh no, I am so sorry.
    Thinking of you

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  12. Oh Ashley i am so sorry. I dont even know what to say. My heart is breaking for you and my tears are flowing for you. You are in my thoughts.Xxx

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  13. i am so sorry to hear that. praying for you. ~~hugs~~

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  14. Ashley, I am so sorry. I am just heartbroken for you. You are in my thoughts! xx

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  15. Heartbroken for you! You're in my thoughts and prayers!

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  16. Oh, Ashley. I am so sorry. My heart is broken for you. I will keep you in my prayers. Love, Kelli

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  17. I just don't get it, how can one who has already endured one loss go through any more?! I sm so sorry, and I am keeping you in my thoughts.

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  18. I am soo very sorry

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  19. I'm so sorry, Ashley. What sorrow for you after such hope for this baby. Thinking of you and sending you love. xo

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  20. Ashley I am so sorry. I hate that this happened. I wish I could hold your hand and hug you and tell you it will all get better. I can't take your pain away, though. Know that you have so many friends holding you in their hearts.
    xoxo
    Christy

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  21. My heart is breaking for you hon, I am so so sorry. You know we are all here for you, always, if you need anything. Hugs, tears and love, Nan xo

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