Saturday, August 8, 2009

I'm blogging from a bar. I'm at a bachelorette party. This really isn't my scene. It never was. It's even less appealing now. All I can think about is that I shouldn't be here. I should have a 2 month old. Fuck my life.

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  1. You were good to even go. I would have stayed home and sulked, even if I was the bridesmaid organising it. Fuck our lives indeed.

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  2. I know exactly what you mean. I was forced to go out to a club exactly 2 weeks after i lost my boys and i hated it. I went home not long after i got there. It didnt feel right to be there when i should have been at home with my babies. Before i got pregnant i pretty much lived at the pub but now it feels wrong. I agree. Fuck our lives!

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  3. I am going to have that same problem soon. I am a bridesmaid in Chad's brothers wedding and so I have to go to the bachelorette party in a couple of weeks. It really sucks, and I don't even agree with the wedding. The worst thing is I can't even drink. I would much rather stay home with my two boys. I also totally agree Fuck our lives! Man I am so glad I have a place to say that.

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  4. It's all very wrong. xo

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  5. yeah, i'm gonna have to say it too. fuck my life. my friends talk about that website, and i think, if i really posted there about why i hate my life, people would be horrified. they'd think twice about posting their stupid petty mishaps.
    doesn't it suck that we can't even go out without thinking of our babies? i got invited to the club like i used to before i got pregnant-of course you'll be on the guest list as usual. i don't WANT my effing old life back. i don't CARE about getting back on the guestlist. nothing is fun anymore. i just want to be at home nursing my baby! changing and washing dirty cloth diapers, i swear, i'd much rather be doing THAT than going to the club.

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